Self Projection Onto Others

Self Projection Onto Others. I’d like to come back on an older post on mirrors. I said that people around us offer a reflexion of who we are and what we think about at the deepest level. Tonight, I shared some thoughts with my boyfriend and I told him that I was getting tired of all his ups and downs, of all the energy that is wasted in projects that don’t last, and the negative image that I’m slowly forming of him. Interestingly enough, he calmly told me that he understood what I felt, he said that I was right, but also that what I was describing was a projection of myself. Being told such a thing would have normally made me feel defensive, and I would have thought that he simply wasn’t acknowledging the “truth”, but instead, I felt a deep sense of Peace and of Truth in HIS words.

I feel like I’m in the “surrendering” part of my spiritual evolution. I know and I feel that I’ve had enough. Enough looking around trying to find the right author or method to change. Enough playing “Mr. Nice Guy” all the time. I just want to be me. I just want to be proud of who I am and to enjoy “me”! I want to stop trying to change myself and simply being at ease with who I am. I want to believe once and for all that there is nothing wrong with me, nothing to fix, nothing to change. Simply time to accept who I am just like I am! Interestingly enough, I’m at the “Clearing the Fear of Change” part in my Christie Sheldon program. This synchronistic meditation was absolutely beautiful! I felt a lot of bright light inside of me. I am slowly starting to Shine Brighter Now!

(Inner) Peace!
Martin

Mirror mirror on the wall

I’ve known for a long time that all the relations around me are a reflection of my self (both conscious and unconscious). In the past week though, it seems that I’ve been looking at the mirror even more! I attribute that change to my last reiki session. I acknowledged that a great deal of my spiritual evolution was driven by my ego. Yesterday, I realized that I was judging people who are not fully aware of themselves and do not engage on their spiritual path. Paradoxically, this is what was holding me back! Acknowledging that I was judging helps me continue my beautiful journey.

The pas week has been wonderful! I even wonder if it wasn’t the most joyful week of my entire life! I’m cautious about claiming it too fast, as I am well aware that it is easy to focus on the recent memories and forget about the older ones. But at the same time, what matters most is the present! And now I’m definitely in the flow! I sometimes worry about getting out of it, but then I remind myself that I have nothing to do to stay in it. It’s actually that worrying and doing that moves you out of it!

Bob Proctor’s Matrixx event is in less than a week! I’m super excited!! I’m still unsure about how I’ll get the money to attend, but I calm my mind down by telling it that if it was meant to be, then it will happen. My recent looking at myself in the mirror shows me that I’m getting ready for the event and that it’s meant to happen. The more my awareness grows, the more I realize that everything is more intertwined than appears at first sight. Anyway, check out this blogs that sums up what I’m trying to express today:

http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/transitions-through-life/201109/mirror-mirror-the-wall-who-is-the-fairest-them-all